I'm going to Italy next week for a couple of weeks. Last time I went to Europe, it was with Dotty. And before that it was with MaxEarnest.
I'm going to try and get pregnant this summer, and I'm very clear that I want to have a child. But I have pretty much stopped dating and I feel like I still have a Dotty-sized hole in my life. I know MaxEarnest and I wanted conflicting things. Intellectually I accept that. He said you can't have everything all the time, but every time I see his country on the map, I miss him.
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