Hi Bobby....

So, I sent Bobby the URL, on an impulse, without thinking about it, because I knew if I thought about it, I'd never do it.

Why? Maybe Freud was right in assuming it was impossible to figure out what women want. I certainly don't know what I want.

I think it comes back to that line in Passing Strange: What does this feeling mean to you? Both to be seen and to be seen through."

I think this is the only place that I just completely let down my persona. It caused problems with John. And it allowed magic with John.

And, well, Bobby, intellectually, I don't think it will work. And emotionally, I'm not ready to not give it a try.