I miss Maxearnest! We talked this morning for like half an hour, but that was it! (Granted, that was it because of my work schedule and the dang time difference--9 hours is a lot!) But I'm shocked how much I miss him!
I feel really lucky--we just fit together really well. Somehow, he has affirmed me, just the way I am. (And yes, I know he'll read this. And the fact that I can write something like that here, and know he'll read it, and that is OK, is lovely.)
I called my dad this weekend, for the first time in a long time (since I left at Christmas). And I'm still really frustrated with where he is. But until recently, it felt like I couldn't ask the world to treat me better than my dad had. And I don't feel that way any more. I feel like something has shifted for me.
I feel really lucky--we just fit together really well. Somehow, he has affirmed me, just the way I am. (And yes, I know he'll read this. And the fact that I can write something like that here, and know he'll read it, and that is OK, is lovely.)
I called my dad this weekend, for the first time in a long time (since I left at Christmas). And I'm still really frustrated with where he is. But until recently, it felt like I couldn't ask the world to treat me better than my dad had. And I don't feel that way any more. I feel like something has shifted for me.
I really, really hope we like each other when we meet. I hope it is a magical, magical weekend in Iceland. Maybe we'll even melt it a little.
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